You didn't give a damn about me Hell, you only said sh*t to me You looked me
in the eyes Had the guts to lie Threw punches my way And just walked away Left me so weak With little
air to breathe I had nothing to eat Only dirt and raw meat I cried in my tears It was you I fear
Here
you come home again Drunk with your friends I tried to put up a fight But had tackled me tonight They got
ontop of me As a worlthless piece You gave me to them! Like a filthy gem It hurts more and more All bruise
and sore You fell asleep While I cried and weep And when they were gone I knew they were done
You
looked me in the face As if nothing took place It was you I put my trust in My only true sin I tried to give
it a rest But only leaves me in stress I tried to live each day But only cries of dismay I hear their crap
Their words and laugh I saw it all Right before I decided to fall I didn't do anything wrong, So why couldn't
I live long?
If it wasn't so hardcore I would've of live more It was too hard To live this scar So
there I did it A second to split And there I was A dead moment pause I lay so pale Only a bullet to kill
And there I saw How you cried and crawl Calling my name Saying you were ashamed Confess to all the things
you did For I was your only kid And now you were alone Crying on your own
I was your show That you
had to let go Now I see you in the rain Dark and misery with pain Seeing you greive Now, not wanting to leave
My heart aches For my mistake Can't reach out to touch you Makes me one fool It wasn't suppose to be this
way I was suppose to be gay But after the tears end Only more pain to extend
It was in one afternoon That
I ended it too soon But now I can't run back Only run on my track Going far to heaven's gate To meet my fate
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