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From Shame to Regret

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You didn't give a damn about me
Hell, you only said sh*t to me
You looked me in the eyes
Had the guts to lie
Threw punches my way
And just walked away
Left me so weak
With little air to breathe
I had nothing to eat
Only dirt and raw meat
I cried in my tears
It was you I fear

Here you come home again
Drunk with your friends
I tried to put up a fight
But had tackled me tonight
They got ontop of me
As a worlthless piece
You gave me to them!
Like a filthy gem
It hurts more and more
All bruise and sore
You fell asleep
While I cried and weep
And when they were gone
I knew they were done

You looked me in the face
As if nothing took place
It was you I put my trust in
My only true sin
I tried to give it a rest
But only leaves me in stress
I tried to live each day
But only cries of dismay
I hear their crap
Their words and laugh
I saw it all
Right before I decided to fall
I didn't do anything wrong,
So why couldn't I live long?

If it wasn't so hardcore
I would've of live more
It was too hard
To live this scar
So there I did it
A second to split
And there I was
A dead moment pause
I lay so pale
Only a bullet to kill
And there I saw
How you cried and crawl
Calling my name
Saying you were ashamed
Confess to all the things you did
For I was your only kid
And now you were alone
Crying on your own

I was your show
That you had to let go
Now I see you in the rain
Dark and misery with pain
Seeing you greive
Now, not wanting to leave
My heart aches
For my mistake
Can't reach out to touch you
Makes me one fool
It wasn't suppose to be this way
I was suppose to be gay
But after the tears end
Only more pain to extend

It was in one afternoon
That I ended it too soon
But now I can't run back
Only run on my track
Going far to heaven's gate
To meet my fate

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